Difference between revisions of "Orgone Accumulator"
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You see, this contributor realized I was pumping my life force into something. Rather, I was sharing life force, Chi, whatever you want to call it. It went back to my thought the human mind is not something isolated, but draws from something fluid and dynamic. There is no such thing as an individual, though we may try our best to believe we are special, unique, sacred, etc. We are all aspects of the same being. | You see, this contributor realized I was pumping my life force into something. Rather, I was sharing life force, Chi, whatever you want to call it. It went back to my thought the human mind is not something isolated, but draws from something fluid and dynamic. There is no such thing as an individual, though we may try our best to believe we are special, unique, sacred, etc. We are all aspects of the same being. | ||
| − | For instance, when we get off to Porn it is a living dream. Freud suggested we are everyone in our dreams, which is not something I subscribe to, but we project subconscious aspects of our own personalities onto other people in our dreams. | + | For instance, when we get off to Porn it is a living dream. Freud suggested we are everyone in our dreams, which is not something I subscribe to, but we project subconscious aspects of our own personalities onto other people in our dreams. This process never stops when we wake up. My great-grandfather told me, "We are always dreaming." So here I was, knee deep in the psychedelic landscape, and flashed, "I AM this woman. I am doing these kinky things to MYSELF." |
It didn't bother me at all. Suddenly, this realization enlightened me to the nature of misogyny, homophobia, repression, and what Freud referred to as the "Death Wish". Why DO people hate the people they masturbate to? Why do they judge those they are sexually attracted to? Why did the hyper-relious call those "Objects" of sexual desire Sinful, Evil Witches, etc. ? | It didn't bother me at all. Suddenly, this realization enlightened me to the nature of misogyny, homophobia, repression, and what Freud referred to as the "Death Wish". Why DO people hate the people they masturbate to? Why do they judge those they are sexually attracted to? Why did the hyper-relious call those "Objects" of sexual desire Sinful, Evil Witches, etc. ? | ||
Revision as of 02:36, 19 November 2014
I was stoned on a few thousand mikes of LSD several years ago by myself, jacking off, and realized I was sending tremendous amounts of psychic energy to a photograph. I was horrified, at first, but then realized it made perfect sense. Why else would pornography exist? It is not just a simple matter of the observers pleasure. There are consequences. Schizophrenic paranoiacs would assume there is some malevolent intention at the root of all this. But, with a headful of acid, I realized it goes so much deeper than that.
You see, this contributor realized I was pumping my life force into something. Rather, I was sharing life force, Chi, whatever you want to call it. It went back to my thought the human mind is not something isolated, but draws from something fluid and dynamic. There is no such thing as an individual, though we may try our best to believe we are special, unique, sacred, etc. We are all aspects of the same being.
For instance, when we get off to Porn it is a living dream. Freud suggested we are everyone in our dreams, which is not something I subscribe to, but we project subconscious aspects of our own personalities onto other people in our dreams. This process never stops when we wake up. My great-grandfather told me, "We are always dreaming." So here I was, knee deep in the psychedelic landscape, and flashed, "I AM this woman. I am doing these kinky things to MYSELF."
It didn't bother me at all. Suddenly, this realization enlightened me to the nature of misogyny, homophobia, repression, and what Freud referred to as the "Death Wish". Why DO people hate the people they masturbate to? Why do they judge those they are sexually attracted to? Why did the hyper-relious call those "Objects" of sexual desire Sinful, Evil Witches, etc. ?
Because we secretly identified with them as forbidden aspects of their own personality. And they become "Objects".
Pornography, as a medium, is a form of Orgone Accumulation. What we do with all this Creative Energy is up to us. It may destroy us. It is that powerful. We are destined to go into the Cosmos. To quote Aleister Crowley in a letter to Violet Firth: "Unless we deal with this issue of sexuality I fear Humanity may be doomed."
