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Beloved

2015-02-24T06:41:52Z

John the thunderbird:

There are a great many Beloved Animals in the world and it is wise to respect that. Often, being beloved is a great threat to [[Personal Freedom]] as [[Lovers]] project impossible demands onto the [[Image]] of the [[Objects]] of their [[Desire]]. The beloved simply cannot live up to the expectations forced upon them. Occasionally, the newly-beloved forcefully raise themselves to meet the expectations of a [[Lover]]. This may be [[Empowering]]

This may also be SERIOUSLY [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aLJFRgE4Ywk dangerous]. The Lover MAY be manipulated by the Beloved, as the beloved is placed on a [[Pedestal]] and is made [[Perfect]], [[Infallible]] & [[Divine]]. When the beloved realizes the [[Power]] they control it may destroy their integrity and they seek to dominate and control their [[Lover]]. Thus, the Lover blinds itself to the [[Reality]] of the situation and they craft their own [[Destruction]]. Out of [[Sweetness]] & [[Ignorance]] they accidentally invent a [[Monster]].

The [[Lover]]/[[Beloved]] relationship generally leads to [[Insanity]] for all involved.

Beloved

2015-02-24T06:39:49Z

John the thunderbird:

There are a great many Beloved Animals in the world and it is wise to respect that. Often, being beloved is a great threat to [[Personal Freedom]] as [[Lovers]] project impossible demands onto the [[Image]] of the [[Objects]] of their [[Desire]]. The beloved simply cannot live up to the expectations forced upon them. Occasionally, the newly-beloved forcefully raise themselves to meet the expectations of a [[Lover]]. This may be [[Empowering]]

This may also be SERIOUSLY [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aLJFRgE4Ywk dangerous]. The Lover MAY be manipulated by the Beloved, as the beloved is placed on a [[Pedestal]] and is made [[Perfect]], [[Infallible]] & [[Divine]]. When the beloved realizes the [[Power]] they control it may destroy their integrity and they seek to dominate and control their [[Lover]]. Thus, the Lover blinds itself to the [[Reality]] of the situation and they craft their own [[Destruction]]. Out of [[Sweetness]] & [[Ignorance]].

The [[Lover]]/[[Beloved]] relationship generally leads to [[Insanity]] for all involved.

Beloved

2015-02-24T06:38:30Z

John the thunderbird:

There are a great many Beloved Animals in the world and it is wise to respect that. Often, being beloved is a great threat to [[Personal Freedom]] as [[Lovers]] project impossible demands onto the [[Image]] of the [[Objects]] of their [[Desire]]. The beloved simply cannot live up to the expectations forced upon them. Occasionally, the newly-beloved forcefully raise themselves to meet the expectations of a [[Lover]].

This is [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aLJFRgE4Ywk dangerous]. The Lover MAY be manipulated by the Beloved, as the beloved is placed on a [[Pedestal]] and is made [[Perfect]], [[Infallible]] & [[Divine]]. When the beloved realizes the [[Power]] they control it may destroy their integrity and they seek to dominate and control their [[Lover]]. Thus, the Lover blinds itself to the [[Reality]] of the situation and they craft their own [[Destruction]]. Out of [[Sweetness]] & [[Ignorance]].

The [[Lover]]/[[Beloved]] relationship generally leads to [[Insanity]] for all involved.

Beloved

2015-02-24T06:37:23Z

John the thunderbird: Created page with "There are a great many Beloved Animals in the world and it is wise to respect that. Often, being beloved is a great threat to Personal Freedom as Lovers project imposs..."

There are a great many Beloved Animals in the world and it is wise to respect that. Often, being beloved is a great threat to [[Personal Freedom]] as [[Lovers]] project impossible demands onto the [[Image]] of the [[Objects of their [[Desire]]. The beloved simply cannot live up to the expectations forced upon them. Occasionally, the newly-beloved forcefully raise themselves to meet the expectations of a [[Lover]].

This is [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aLJFRgE4Ywk dangerous]. The Lover MAY be manipulated by the Beloved, as the beloved is placed on a [[Pedestal]] and is made [[Perfect]], [[Infallible]] & [[Divine]]. When the beloved realizes the [[Power]] they control it may destroy their integrity and they seek to dominate and control their [[Lover]]. Thus, the Lover blinds itself to the [[Reality]] of the situation and they craft their own [[Destruction]]. Out of [[Sweetness]] & [[Ignorance]].

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2015-02-21T22:02:20Z

John the thunderbird:

Andy Milonakis

2015-02-18T08:51:25Z

John the thunderbird:

[[File:andy.png|300px|right|thumb|"Andy"?]]

Andy Milonakis is a dangerous felon and should be avoided at all costs as he is currently being pursued by INTERPOL for Heroin trafficking. The DEA released a warrant for his arrest for violation of RICO laws. It is suspected he may be receiving plastic surgery since he apparently hasn't aged in over a decade, and is often disguised.
 
 
If you see Mr. Milonakis or a man with a pancake on his face call the following number: 1-800-USNITCH. DO NOT CALL the local police, as Mr. Milonakis is suspected of paying off officials and you may endanger yourself. I repeat, DO NOT CALL YOUR LOCAL POLICE. Call 1-800-USNITCH.

==Update==
 
*''FBI WARNING'' - It has come to our attention Mr. Milonakis has set up the USNITCH hotline to trace the numbers of potential "Snitches". If you have called this number in the past 3 months it is likely you are under surveillance by the Aryan Nation and MS-13. We received a tip this morning (10-24-2014) that Mr. Milonakis has placed a $3,000,000 bounty on all parties suspected of bringing him to justice. Undercover informants have alerted us that he has hired hit squads in both Europe and the United States to, in the words of the associates of Mr. Milonakis, "Deal with" any and all potential threats.
 
 
The Washington D.C. Department of Witness Protection may be contacted at (202) 648-8620. ''Your life may be at jeopardy''.

User:John the thunderbird

2015-02-17T05:04:35Z

John the thunderbird:

[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m0AKJMGxwpE Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence]

You are feeling sleepy... Very sleepy...
 
 
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[http://futureland.grudgemirror.com/ Friendly Larry Lagomorph's Futureland BBS] 
Sysop: Kim Jong ILL 
Located in Pyongyang, North Korea 
 
 
[http://futureland.grudgemirror.com:8000/xeperstream Schizophrenia Talking Time] [https://soundcloud.com/s-t-t-3/sets/schizophrenia-talking-time Archive] 
 
 
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UR5l8QKzECg Music For Transvestites, By Transvestites]
 
 
 
[http://invanddis.proboards.com/ Nothing Is Real] 
Beware the Fiends.

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Daria.

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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8kYrIWu14E The Black Sabbath - Fairies Wear Boots]

User:John the thunderbird

2015-02-17T04:50:04Z

John the thunderbird:

User talk:Borraco

2015-02-17T04:44:43Z

John the thunderbird:

A fine artist.

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kX3Tdlmtbzg Eyes of the World]
 
 
"Wake up to find out that you are the eyes of the world, 
The heart has it's beaches, it's homeland and thoughts of it's own. 
We've now discovered that you are the song that the Morning brings, 
But the heart has it's seasons, it's evenings and songs of it's own."

User talk:Borraco

2015-02-17T04:40:20Z

John the thunderbird: Created page with "A fine artist. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kX3Tdlmtbzg Eyes of the World]"

A fine artist.

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kX3Tdlmtbzg Eyes of the World]

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2015-02-07T06:37:40Z

John the thunderbird:

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2015-02-07T06:37:22Z

John the thunderbird:

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2015-02-07T06:37:02Z

John the thunderbird:

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2015-02-07T06:33:32Z

John the thunderbird:

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2015-02-07T05:59:27Z

John the thunderbird:

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2015-02-07T05:59:03Z

John the thunderbird:

Niki Skyler

2015-01-28T03:33:35Z

John the thunderbird: Created page with "center"

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User talk:Heathers Leather Panties

2015-01-28T03:21:24Z

John the thunderbird:

== What Day Is It Today? ==

BTriv Had a BDAY?
Why was there not debauchery?

== What Ever Happened To.... ==

Quite C?

I've noticed she no longer comes up in conversation-

What was her female medical problem that made sex painful?

== Why Isn't Anyone Else Using The Chat? ==

Come on people- what gives, why is no one talking about the PC?
The PC is awesome, just the way it is.

BTW- FUCK REDDIT! Faglicious!

_john what chat?

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2015-01-28T03:15:21Z

John the thunderbird:

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2015-01-28T03:03:26Z

John the thunderbird:

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2015-01-25T11:38:28Z

John the thunderbird:

Adult Video/Bookstores

2015-01-25T11:16:54Z

John the thunderbird: Created page with "==List of Adult Bookstores/Videodromes By State== *Massachusetts Conquest Video 227 Lunenburg Street Fitchburg, MA 01420 (978) 343-6900 *Elsewhere..."

==List of Adult Bookstores/Videodromes By State==
 
*Massachusetts
Conquest Video 
227 Lunenburg Street 
Fitchburg, MA 01420 
(978) 343-6900 
 
*Elsewhere [Next link follow this patter.c] +N

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2015-01-23T03:39:44Z

John the thunderbird:

Salvador Dali

2015-01-15T07:25:07Z

John the thunderbird:

[[File:dali.jpg|300px|right|thumb|Dalinian Fantasy]]

Salvador Dali was one of 11 Antichrists. He was a Theoretical Physicist, Psychoanalyst, Master Pervert and Revolutionary Communist. We have Dali to thank for the resurgence of Cuckold Pornography. He would moonlight as a Painter/Method Actor. He was influenced by Sigmund Freud, [[Velazquez]], Mack Sennett and his ineffectual Father.

He is best known for his collaboration with Aphrodite's Child on their album "[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_C5E9kO5rM 666]". In 1931, he sat with Andre Breton and the other surrealists and created the sketch of their finest surrealist prank: They would infiltrate Roman Catholicism and initiate the Eschaton. Dali was ejected from the surrealists in 1933 as a result of his support for the Fascists, Hitler & Mussolini. This was merely a ploy. The Surreal agenda has continued to this day.

Dali was High Priest of "The Mystic Order Of The Grey Grasshopper". This group governs all pornography and Heroin Traffick.

User:John the thunderbird

2015-01-15T07:02:58Z

John the thunderbird:

[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m0AKJMGxwpE Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence]

You are feeling sleepy... Very sleepy...
 
 
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[http://futureland.grudgemirror.com/ Friendly Larry Lagomorph's Futureland BBS] 
Sysop: Kim Jong ILL 
Located in Pyongyang, North Korea 
 
 
[http://futureland.grudgemirror.com:8000/xeperstream Schizophrenia Talking Time] [https://soundcloud.com/s-t-t-3/sets/schizophrenia-talking-time Archive] 
 
 
 
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UR5l8QKzECg Music For Transvestites, By Transvestites]
 
 

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Daria.

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2015-01-15T07:01:00Z

John the thunderbird: Created page with "Wonderful."

Wonderful.

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2015-01-12T07:30:30Z

John the thunderbird:

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2015-01-12T07:23:16Z

John the thunderbird:

User:John the thunderbird

2014-12-19T11:53:56Z

John the thunderbird:

[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m0AKJMGxwpE Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence]

You are feeling sleepy... Very sleepy...
 
 
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[http://futureland.grudgemirror.com/ Friendly Larry Lagomorph's Futureland BBS] 
Sysop: Kim Jong ILL 
Located in Pyongyang, North Korea 
 
 
[http://futureland.grudgemirror.com:8000/xeperstream Schizophrenia Talking Time] [https://soundcloud.com/s-t-t-3/sets/schizophrenia-talking-time Archive] 
I was diagnosed as having Schizotypal Personality Disorder 5 years ago, which is just a lame excuse for being interesting to myself and those few that have patience. Among other things. A lot can change in 5 years.
 
 
 
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UR5l8QKzECg Music For Transvestites, By Transvestites]
 
 

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Daria.

Gala

2014-11-20T06:57:58Z

John the thunderbird:

Minutemen - Maybe Partying Will Help

[[File:gala.jpg|600px|left|thumb|A homely Russian Cuckoldess & muse to [[Salvador Dali]].]]
 
 
 
"Maybe Partying Will Help."
[[File:windblown1930.jpeg|800px|left|thumb|William Mortenson Wind-Blown --- This photo was taken in 1930. Imagine what she looks like now, assuming she is even alive... Sex Appeal is transitory. Get it while it's hot.
]] 
As I look over this beautiful land,
I can't help but realize that I am alone.
Why am I able to waste my energy?
To notice life being so beautiful?
What of the people who don't have what I got?
Are they victims of my leisure?
To fail is to be a victim,
To be a victim of my choice.
Maybe partying will help.

Gala

2014-11-20T06:56:58Z

John the thunderbird:

Minutemen - Maybe Partying Will Help

[[File:gala.jpg|600px|left|thumb|A homely Russian Cuckoldedess [[Salvador Dali]] his entire life.]]
 
 
 
"Maybe Partying Will Help."
[[File:windblown1930.jpeg|800px|left|thumb|William Mortenson Wind-Blown --- This photo was taken in 1930. Imagine what she looks like now, assuming she is even alive... Sex Appeal is transitory. Get it while it's hot.
]] 
As I look over this beautiful land,
I can't help but realize that I am alone.
Why am I able to waste my energy?
To notice life being so beautiful?
What of the people who don't have what I got?
Are they victims of my leisure?
To fail is to be a victim,
To be a victim of my choice.
Maybe partying will help.

Gala

2014-11-19T12:34:10Z

John the thunderbird:

Minutemen - Maybe Partying Will Help

Partying, like Communism?

[[File:gala.jpg|600px|left|thumb|A homely Russian whore that Cuckolded [[Salvador Dali]] his entire life.]]
 
 
 
"Maybe Partyinng Will Help."
[[File:windblown1930.jpeg|800px|left|thumb|William Mortenson Wind-Blown --- This photo was taken in 1930. Imagine what she looks like now, assuming she is even alive... Obviously, this isn't Gala, it's some random faceless whore. Sex Appeal is transitory.
]] 
As I look over this beautiful land,
I can't help but realize that I am alone.
Why am I able to waste my energy?
To notice life being so beautiful?
What of the people who don't have what I ain't got?
Are they victims of my leisure?
To fail is to be a victim,
To be a victim of my choice.
Maybe partying will help.

Gala

2014-11-19T12:32:08Z

John the thunderbird:

Gala

2014-11-19T12:12:11Z

John the thunderbird:

[[File:gala.jpg]]
[[File:gala1.jpg|500px|left|thumb|A homely Russian whore that Cuckolded [[Salvador Dali]] his entire life.]]

 
 
 
[[File:windblown1930.jpeg|800px|left|thumb|William Mortenson Wind-Blown --- This photo was taken in 1930. Imagine what she looks like now, assuming she is even alive... Obviously, this isn't Gala, it's some random faceless whore. Sex Appeal is transitory.
]]

Gala

2014-11-19T12:09:30Z

John the thunderbird:

[[File:gala.jpg]]
[[File:gala1.jpg|500px|left|thumb|A homely Russian whore that Cuckolded [[Salvador Dali]] his entire life.]]

 
 
 
[[File:windblown1930.jpeg|800px|left|thumb|William Mortenson Wind-Blown --- This photo was take in 1930. Imagine what she looks like now, assuming she is even alive... This is't Gala, some random faceless whore 5 people remember. Forgotten by the internet... 10/10
]]

Gala

2014-11-19T12:04:49Z

John the thunderbird:

[[File:gala.jpg]]
[[File:gala1.jpg]]
A homely Russian whore that Cuckolded [[Salvador Dali]] his entire life.
 
 
 
[[File:windblown1930.jpeg]]
This photo was take in 1930. Imagine what she looks like now, assuming she is even alive...

Gala

2014-11-19T12:03:06Z

John the thunderbird:

[[File:gala.jpg]]
[[File:gala1.jpg]]
 
[[File:windblown1930.jpg]]
This photo was take in 1930. Imagine what she looks like now, assuming she is even alive...

Gala

2014-11-19T12:02:34Z

John the thunderbird: Created page with "File:gala.jpg File:gala1.jpg File:windblown-1930.jpg This photo was take in 1930. Imagine what she looks like now, assuming she is even alive..."

[[File:gala.jpg]]
[[File:gala1.jpg]]
 
[[File:windblown-1930.jpg]]
This photo was take in 1930. Imagine what she looks like now, assuming she is even alive...

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2014-11-19T12:00:48Z

John the thunderbird:

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2014-11-19T11:59:25Z

John the thunderbird:

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2014-11-19T11:58:55Z

John the thunderbird:

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2014-11-19T11:46:10Z

John the thunderbird:

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2014-11-19T11:29:08Z

John the thunderbird:

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2014-11-19T10:54:30Z

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2014-11-19T10:06:47Z

John the thunderbird:

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2014-11-19T09:40:26Z

John the thunderbird:

Orgone Accumulator

2014-11-19T09:38:17Z

John the thunderbird:

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KhWArBhPWu0 Hawkwind - Orgone Accumulator]

[[File:orgone.jpg|500px|right|thumb|The Goddess [[Nuit]]]]

I was stoned on a few thousand mikes of LSD several years ago by myself, jacking off, and realized I was sending tremendous amounts of psychic energy to a photograph. I was horrified, at first, but then realized it made perfect sense. Why else would pornography exist? It is not just a simple matter of the observers pleasure. There are consequences. Schizophrenic paranoiacs would assume there is some malevolent intention at the root of all this. But, with a headful of acid, I realized it goes so much deeper than that.

You see, this contributor realized I was pumping my life force into something. Rather, I was sharing life force, Chi, whatever you want to call it. It went back to my thought the human mind is not something isolated, but draws from something fluid and dynamic. There is no such thing as an individual, though we may try our best to believe we are special, unique, sacred, etc. We are all aspects of the same being.

For instance, when we get off to Porn it is a living dream. Freud suggested we are everyone in our dreams, which is not something I subscribe to, but we project subconscious aspects of our own personalities onto other people in our dreams. This process never stops when we wake up. My great-grandfather told me, "We are always dreaming." So here I was, knee deep in the psychedelic landscape, and flashed, "I AM this woman. I am doing these kinky things to MYSELF."

It didn't bother me at all. Suddenly, this realization enlightened me to the nature of misogyny, homophobia, repression, and what Freud referred to as the "Death Wish". Why DO people hate the people they masturbate to? Why do they judge those they are sexually attracted to? Why did the hyper-religious call those "Objects" of sexual desire Sinful, Evil Witches, etc. ?

Because they secretly identified with these people as forbidden aspects of their own personality. And they become "Objects".

Pornography, as a medium, is a form of Orgone Accumulation. What we do with all this Creative Energy is up to us. It may destroy us. It is that powerful. We are destined to go into the Cosmos. To quote [[Aleister Crowley]] in a letter to Violet Firth: "Unless we deal with this issue of sexuality I fear Humanity may be doomed."

Orgone Accumulator

2014-11-19T09:37:52Z

John the thunderbird:

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KhWArBhPWu0 Hawkwind - Orgone Accumulator]

[[File:orgone.jpg|500px|right|thumb|The Goddess Nuit]]

I was stoned on a few thousand mikes of LSD several years ago by myself, jacking off, and realized I was sending tremendous amounts of psychic energy to a photograph. I was horrified, at first, but then realized it made perfect sense. Why else would pornography exist? It is not just a simple matter of the observers pleasure. There are consequences. Schizophrenic paranoiacs would assume there is some malevolent intention at the root of all this. But, with a headful of acid, I realized it goes so much deeper than that.

You see, this contributor realized I was pumping my life force into something. Rather, I was sharing life force, Chi, whatever you want to call it. It went back to my thought the human mind is not something isolated, but draws from something fluid and dynamic. There is no such thing as an individual, though we may try our best to believe we are special, unique, sacred, etc. We are all aspects of the same being.

For instance, when we get off to Porn it is a living dream. Freud suggested we are everyone in our dreams, which is not something I subscribe to, but we project subconscious aspects of our own personalities onto other people in our dreams. This process never stops when we wake up. My great-grandfather told me, "We are always dreaming." So here I was, knee deep in the psychedelic landscape, and flashed, "I AM this woman. I am doing these kinky things to MYSELF."

It didn't bother me at all. Suddenly, this realization enlightened me to the nature of misogyny, homophobia, repression, and what Freud referred to as the "Death Wish". Why DO people hate the people they masturbate to? Why do they judge those they are sexually attracted to? Why did the hyper-religious call those "Objects" of sexual desire Sinful, Evil Witches, etc. ?

Because they secretly identified with these people as forbidden aspects of their own personality. And they become "Objects".

Pornography, as a medium, is a form of Orgone Accumulation. What we do with all this Creative Energy is up to us. It may destroy us. It is that powerful. We are destined to go into the Cosmos. To quote [[Aleister Crowley]] in a letter to Violet Firth: "Unless we deal with this issue of sexuality I fear Humanity may be doomed."

Orgone Accumulator

2014-11-19T09:36:21Z

John the thunderbird:

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KhWArBhPWu0 Hawkwind - Orgone Accumulator]

[[File:orgone.jpg|500px|right|thumb|The Goddess Nuit]]

I was stoned on a few thousand mikes of LSD several years ago by myself, jacking off, and realized I was sending tremendous amounts of psychic energy to a photograph. I was horrified, at first, but then realized it made perfect sense. Why else would pornography exist? It is not just a simple matter of the observers pleasure. There are consequences. Schizophrenic paranoiacs would assume there is some malevolent intention at the root of all this. But, with a headful of acid, I realized it goes so much deeper than that.

You see, this contributor realized I was pumping my life force into something. Rather, I was sharing life force, Chi, whatever you want to call it. It went back to my thought the human mind is not something isolated, but draws from something fluid and dynamic. There is no such thing as an individual, though we may try our best to believe we are special, unique, sacred, etc. We are all aspects of the same being.

For instance, when we get off to Porn it is a living dream. Freud suggested we are everyone in our dreams, which is not something I subscribe to, but we project subconscious aspects of our own personalities onto other people in our dreams. This process never stops when we wake up. My great-grandfather told me, "We are always dreaming." So here I was, knee deep in the psychedelic landscape, and flashed, "I AM this woman. I am doing these kinky things to MYSELF."

It didn't bother me at all. Suddenly, this realization enlightened me to the nature of misogyny, homophobia, repression, and what Freud referred to as the "Death Wish". Why DO people hate the people they masturbate to? Why do they judge those they are sexually attracted to? Why did the hyper-relious call those "Objects" of sexual desire Sinful, Evil Witches, etc. ?

Because we secretly identified with them as forbidden aspects of their own personality. And they become "Objects".

Pornography, as a medium, is a form of Orgone Accumulation. What we do with all this Creative Energy is up to us. It may destroy us. It is that powerful. We are destined to go into the Cosmos. To quote [[Aleister Crowley]] in a letter to Violet Firth: "Unless we deal with this issue of sexuality I fear Humanity may be doomed."

Orgone Accumulator

2014-11-19T09:34:43Z

John the thunderbird:

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KhWArBhPWu0 Hawkwind - Orgone Accumulator]

[[File:orgone.jpg|500px|right|thumb|The Goddess Nuit]]

I was stoned on a few thousand mikes of LSD several years ago by myself, jacking off, and realized I was sending tremendous amounts of psychic energy to a photograph. I was horrified, at first, but then realized it made perfect sense. Why else would pornography exist? It is not just a simple matter of the observers pleasure. There are consequences. Schizophrenic paranoiacs would assume there is some malevolent intention at the root of all this. But, with a headful of acid, I realized it goes so much deeper than that.

You see, this contributor realized I was pumping my life force into something. Rather, I was sharing life force, Chi, whatever you want to call it. It went back to my thought the human mind is not something isolated, but draws from something fluid and dynamic. There is no such thing as an individual, though we may try our best to believe we are special, unique, sacred, etc. We are all aspects of the same being.

For instance, when we get off to Porn it is a living dream. Freud suggested we are everyone in our dreams, which is not something I subscribe to, but we project subconscious aspects of our own personalities onto other people in our dreams. But, this process never stops when we wake up. My great-grandfather told me, "We are always dreaming." So here I was, knee deep in the psychedelic landscape, and flashed, "I AM this woman. I am doing these kinky things to MYSELF."

It didn't bother me at all. Suddenly, this realization enlightened me to the nature of misogyny, homophobia, repression, and what Freud referred to as the "Death Wish". Why DO people hate the people they masturbate to? Why do they judge those they are sexually attracted to? Why did the hyper-relious call those "Objects" of sexual desire Sinful, Evil Witches, etc. ?

Because we secretly identified with them as forbidden aspects of their own personality. And they become "Objects".

Pornography, as a medium, is a form of Orgone Accumulation. What we do with all this Creative Energy is up to us. It may destroy us. It is that powerful. We are destined to go into the Cosmos. To quote [[Aleister Crowley]] in a letter to Violet Firth: "Unless we deal with this issue of sexuality I fear Humanity may be doomed."